Friday, December 19, 2003
hey kids! Big surprise just in time for our frenzied flight from town! Layoff 2003!!!!! Yes I did get shitcanned and I feel oddly warm inside. It feels like free money (for 3 moths) and a brand new opportunity to examine my secret fantasy job list - I'm in this mindset of believing I can do anything I want (within reason)
I'm already spreading the news (networking I suppose) and making plans to figure out if I really like what I imagined I'd like as a new career direction. I also feel really free to reconfigure what I was defining as a job necesity . We've spent the last year trying to lower our home operating costs and its fairly managable now thanks to divine intervention and a wonderful supportive family. So I feel released and allowed to not have to make so much money as I did before. I can start from scratch wheere any money is good money!
and hopefully I'll save some of the severance and unemplyment to buy even more time and flexibility. I feel energized and optimistic. I also feel determined to enjoy the time when I'm not working the way I've encouraged others too - I know its a challenge but I want to not waste all my glorious free time feeling anxious - lets hope it works and let me know if you hear of any cool jobs :)
xoxoxox
I'm already spreading the news (networking I suppose) and making plans to figure out if I really like what I imagined I'd like as a new career direction. I also feel really free to reconfigure what I was defining as a job necesity . We've spent the last year trying to lower our home operating costs and its fairly managable now thanks to divine intervention and a wonderful supportive family. So I feel released and allowed to not have to make so much money as I did before. I can start from scratch wheere any money is good money!
and hopefully I'll save some of the severance and unemplyment to buy even more time and flexibility. I feel energized and optimistic. I also feel determined to enjoy the time when I'm not working the way I've encouraged others too - I know its a challenge but I want to not waste all my glorious free time feeling anxious - lets hope it works and let me know if you hear of any cool jobs :)
xoxoxox
Monday, December 15, 2003
JFK at some ungodly hour this saturday
T minus five days
the countdown fever begins
buy, wrap, stuff, pack, GO!
T minus five days
the countdown fever begins
buy, wrap, stuff, pack, GO!
Monday, December 08, 2003
happy birthday to holly
happy birthday to holly
she's the best girl in the cla-----aass
and also very beautiful!!!!!!
happy birthday to holly
she's the best girl in the cla-----aass
and also very beautiful!!!!!!
Thursday, December 04, 2003
I just bought the most wonderful book for a friend's birthday gift - It's called "I Like You" and it is the right kind of sweet and silly for me -
I like you because when i tell you something special you know its special and you remember it for a long long time
you say remeber when you told me something special and both of us remember
...
We fool around the same way all the time
If I am a goofus on the roofus
Hollering my head ff
You are one too
I am sooo a doofus on the roofus most of the time and its ok now see?
My life right now is shopping and planning and hurriedly embracing the self imposed pressures leading up to the most celebrated holiday in my family group. Its as if you must pressure and push yourself to exhaustion to engender the giddy release of tearing open gifts and trying to sleep in and rolling around on the floor with everyone's babies - then you come back more exhausted than when you left but somehow ok with the 11 month wait til the next monthlong burst of mania
and is it very very bad and wrong that I got a random call (some tish list I wandered onto somewhere?) to audition for a short film and I don't want to go at all? I like being cast - I just don't want to have to be anywhere at a particular time having to be prepared with something - I need my freedom, dude.
HA
I like you because when i tell you something special you know its special and you remember it for a long long time
you say remeber when you told me something special and both of us remember
...
We fool around the same way all the time
If I am a goofus on the roofus
Hollering my head ff
You are one too
I am sooo a doofus on the roofus most of the time and its ok now see?
My life right now is shopping and planning and hurriedly embracing the self imposed pressures leading up to the most celebrated holiday in my family group. Its as if you must pressure and push yourself to exhaustion to engender the giddy release of tearing open gifts and trying to sleep in and rolling around on the floor with everyone's babies - then you come back more exhausted than when you left but somehow ok with the 11 month wait til the next monthlong burst of mania
and is it very very bad and wrong that I got a random call (some tish list I wandered onto somewhere?) to audition for a short film and I don't want to go at all? I like being cast - I just don't want to have to be anywhere at a particular time having to be prepared with something - I need my freedom, dude.
HA
Monday, December 01, 2003
Its back to the grind
we love the four day weekend
love love love love love
we love the four day weekend
love love love love love
